....tonight.

I know its been a while again and for that I am truly sorry.
Things have been slightly crazy around here and I've been finding myself very overwhelmed.
But all of those things for another night.


For tonight you see....I'm struggling.
I'm a mom and I probably worry too much but they're my boys!
I've carried them inside of me, I've held them closer to my heart than anyone else could ever physically be.
They are the only two human beings who will have heard my heartbeat from the inside.

Tonight I am thankful for an all knowing God.
The One who formed and is forming my beautiful boys into who He would have them be.
Tonight I am pouring my heart out to God thanking Him for the gifts He has given me.
Tonight I am praying for my two sweet boys to grow into strong men of faith.

Tonight I am thankful for a Godly father for my boys who cares about them just as much as I do.
The one who stands along side me in raising our boys in the way God would have us to.
Tonight I am pouring my heart out to God thanking Him for giving me such a wonderful husband.
Tonight I am praying for my husband to continue to grow closer to God and to listen to God's leading in raising our boys into men of honor and favor.

Tonight I am thankful that God chose me to be these boys' mother.
Tonight I am asking God to give me the wisdom and strength to be the mommy He would have me to be.
Tonight I am praying for peace and rest in knowing that the amount I love these boys is nothing compared to the love that He has for them.

Tonight I am loving these two boys.